I'm back in school, and up to my eyeballs in research for a history paper due in a few weeks. It's a blessing and a curse. Seriously. As I am discovering for the nth time (seriously, I can't even remember how many times I've started and stopped at this school thing), it is everything I love and everything I hate combined. And in this discovering and rediscovering process, I'm becoming more and more aware of how many things in life are tied together in that way - A thing we love to a thing we hate. So as I'm watching all the social media posts churning out this month because it's Autism Awareness Month, I am painfully aware of another thing I hate attached to something I love. More specifically, some thing I hate to some one I love. Some one being my brother, James. James crashing a girls' night with one of my sisters a few years ago. There have been days this month where I've thought about putting up an away notice on my profile p